这个世界上好男人不是有了对象,就是有了暧昧的对象--Whest的blog如是说。
It seems that I'm not a good man right now, or maybe never ever.
I wanna be a better man !!!
这个世界上好男人不是有了对象,就是有了暧昧的对象--Whest的blog如是说。
It seems that I'm not a good man right now, or maybe never ever.
I wanna be a better man !!!
AH~~~~~~~~~~~~
I regret not preparing TOEFL early, 5555...
It seems many Canadian Universities provide Msc programs with scholarship and no GRE requirment, but my pity oral part score cannot fulfill any!!!
Now that the only I can say is TAKE IT EASY, EASY AND EASY.
p.s. I installed Ubuntu 7.10, a new version. It's much more stable than I considered. I'm trying to drop XP and move to Linux, facing the biggest problem --QQ. Tencent doesn't release any Linux version of QQ and changes the protocol frequently so as to prevent others' development on QQ client. Narrow-minded!
Yesterday I checked the web of KTH and found an unhuman request of MASTER's material at a corner -- Thesis Porposal... No one knows how to write this cause there is no information about it on the web except the title! The more awful is that the program I apply is distributed systems, so I have to write a technical paper I've never known any detail! God!!! Perhaps distributed AI will be the only choice.
Considering my tight schedule, I've decided not to take TOEFL once more. It's really a huge project to prepare the material like personal statment, research proposal and recommendation letters. I sent my 1st version PS to Penny and she said the expression cannot be poorer than that...:( I know I know, writing and speaking, I have to keep hard working on them. It's one-way street, NO WAY to come back!
宠辱莫惊,闲看庭前花开花落;去留无意,漫随天外云卷云舒。
生固欣然,死亦无憾;花落还开,水流不断;我兮何有,谁欤安息?明月清风,不劳寻觅。
今天912和915一起出的,29+24+18+21=92。虽然不算好,但是还是出乎意料的。
我这3年没碰英语的水平,突击一个月估计也就80......没想到总分还不错,对于没单项要求的非北美地区应该是够了。但还是要再考一次,因为UK的一些学校有BT单项要求。写作还好办,开始发愁口语了。
anyway, a little surprise ![]()
Working hard, no regret!
记忆中中秋和我生日一直都相差不远,不过这次xiaoyan mm的生日正好赶上了中秋,晚上准备赴宴,hoho。
前些天忙建模比赛,熬夜2天写了20多页的人口预测模型,还是感觉有点扯,结果未知。我想下回不会参加建模比赛了,减寿。其间去了HKUST的面试,全英文但发现教授口语也不大好,问了好多复杂度的东西可我根本没专门修过算法分析......准备去查一查NPC、图灵机等的精确定义。
感觉前一阵压力很大,想想多数是自己给自己的。其实这样如何那样又如何呢?
相信未来会很好,就像北京秋天的阳光。
今天接到了HKUST的邮件,22号的interview,在清华。
那天我还在数模比赛啊......现在倾向于去香港的Mphil或者NUS的PhD/MSc,还要再和家里面商量一下,所以HKUST的PhD当是长经验吧,虽然他家的CS据说是最牛的...
周六考完iBT,这次慌慌忙忙准备了1个月,兴许还要再考一次吧......
回到学校,大家纷纷忙着保研的事情,我就捉摸着申请的事情,又是一个头疼的选择。没有G,我的申请只能集中在香港、新加坡,犹豫在是读Master还是PhD。
PhD会有奖学金,但是需要在那里学5年,中途转成2年Master还有些风险(或退学或自费),5年的科研会不会把我逼疯啊?Master又分为两种,by course(MSc)的1.5年,主要是上课,没有奖学金但是比较容易申请,by research(Mphil)的2年,主要做研究,有奖学金但是比PhD还难申请,据说这两种Master在找工作上是基本没区别的。
我打算毕业后工作,不想再搞研究的,但是Master又很难有奖,真是矛盾啊。昨天看到新加坡国立一年花费<10万rmb(包括学费生活费),比香港便宜好多,这样应该工作1、2年就能挣回来了罢......但是又不想父母破费......
迷茫ing~
午睡起来,晕晕乎乎的上网逛,不知道怎么点进了这个视频。短短2分钟,我真的热泪盈眶......
Vincero, I finally know what the Italian word means.